So i've been horrible at posting as of the last couple months, I'm going to put up some pictures of whats been keeping us so BUSY! We are almost done framing the 2nd house in our group YAY only 4 more to go UGH! This building houses thing can be really quite challenging from finding sitters for Bria to having enough energy and muscle to actually do the hard manual labor to either feeling like your skin is going to MELT cause of the blazing hot sun or praying that the sun will come out and melt you from your fridged ice cubed body! I'm grateful for the experience not many people get to learn how to actually build a house, somedays its actually fun.....today not so much we were out there for 12 hours from 7 to 7 and i dont know honestly whats gotten into me lately but the IRRITABLE BUG has definately BITTEN me!!! Lately i feel so flustered and edgy at just about everything. The other challenge for me is to learn to let my anger and frustration go i'm the type of person who when i'm mad will clam up and just walk away which is the most OBVIOUS sign that i'm angry or frustrated cause normally my very chatty out going self is happy to be around people doing stuff, but lately i just feel like i want everyone to leave me alone.... :( My problem with claming up is that i stay frustrated cause whatever is bugging me crawls right under my skin and just stays there festering like a sore wound and im really HATING it! Adam always tries to teach me that i can calmly and poliety tell people when they are hurting my feeling then i dont have to let it fester, but try as i might i just cant muster up the courage to say anything...BLAH! What ends up happening is i get mad at myself that days later i'm still upset at whatever the situation was when really i have much bigger things in life to spend my energy on......good news is that my sweet loving little Bria makes me smile all the time! I am so grateful that she picked me to be her mommy! She has the most loving happy little spirit along with the biggest and most beautiful smile i've ever seen without teeth haha! She gets more personality everyday, I love that she always has a love for me when i'm feeling down sometimes i wonder what a lost little mess i would be without her and my Adam! I am a lucky lucky lady to have these two who despite all my flaws and insecurities love me regardless! So this is what i will chose to focus on in times of stress......man good thing i blogged all that out so its not rattling around in my brain anymore and i can see how blessed i am instead of how grumpy i let myself get over the stupidest things! I love love love my bebes, thanks to them for always taking care of me!